I lash out in anger when my heart is sick.

*deep breath* There, that wasn’t so bad.

Again… I lash out in anger when my heart is sick.

Okay, then. That said…why do I feel a need to speak my two cents when I’m not even in a situation? I don’t know if it’s some kind of Jesus complex, thinking I am the cure-all, fix-all, but what I do know is that when people I care about argue incessantly, hurting each other and hurting everyone around them, I open my mouth and who knows what pours out.

This gets me in trouble.

I end up hurting or bugging people that I really don’t want to.

I just wish that the feeling of this being my family was not so transient.