As of late, I’ve felt such a deep spiritual void that has nothing to do with my relationship with Deity.

For decades, I’ve been a solitary practitioner… pagan but not Wiccan, Celtic but also American Indian, Buddhist tendencies in a Western world and never fitting anywhere spiritually. I was quite okay with it… I had become numb to the loneliness of having no one to spiritually commune with.

When the internet became widely available and accessible, I was able to have a distant and peripheral relationship with others that were “kinda sorta a lil bit” like me, but still… in the thousands of people I met online, none were similar enough to really encourage any kind of spiritual community.

For the third or fourth time about two years ago, I revisited the Pagan Nation/Neopagan/Salem West community. It looked like ~ other than a few lunatics ~ the online pagan community might actually be able to allow for a tight “community” bond, not just a pseudocyber one.

Crap… late for class…. oh hell, more later.